As I’ve shared with you here before, I started working at a new job this year. Though I started working about three months ago, I don’t feel I have fully integrated there. However, I am not ready to give up just yet. I feel as if I received this opportunity and would be arrogant to give it up before exploring it through.
See, I feel like I haven’t been through enough to give up now. I am still perfecting my skill; I am still trying to get the hang of things. As I see it, by quitting this job, not only am I giving up on the job, but also myself.
Only after sticking by my choice and exploring this opportunity through, may I be able to make a true, calculated, and smart decision. Otherwise, I feel as if I would be hasty and pretentious. I am not a super-human. I shouldn’t expect everything to work out perfectly immediately. At my job, practice is what brings success. So, instead of walking away out of an impulse, I should explore this experience through.
Before trying and exploring things through, we cannot really make a calculated decision. When given an opportunity, an option, we must explore it. Making decisions out of a whim is dangerous and pretentious. So, I am sticking with it. Who knows, maybe I’ll even find myself liking it.