I Need A Miracle
August 1, 2020
Alexandra Wade

I need a miracle. And not just because the song is super catchy, but because this time around, I’m really ready for a new start. I’m ready for the heartbreak to heal, once and for all. I’m ready to open a new door and close this chapter that held so much loss and so much pain for me. I’m ready for the lonely nights and tough days to come to an end, to wipe the tears away. I’m ready for some blessings and help from above that come after hardship. I’m ready for what  I believe I deserve, a miracle to answer my prayers because I don’t have any other options at this point. I can’t go on without it. I’ve been through enough. 

I’m starting to truly feel the faith finally, after so much doubt, and I’m ready to appreciate the small things in life. I’m ready to never take that help for granted because I know exactly what it’s like to not have it, and I need it right now, more than ever before. I’m ready for a miracle because my lessons have been learned the hard way, and now it’s time for a real change. I’m on my way to becoming exactly who I want to be, and I’m closer than I’ve ever been. But I need a miracle for that to happen. Or at least to help me get there. 

This is my time, my year, where everything is supposed to get better.  It needs to get better. The journey hasn’t been easy, and I’ve had enough falls along the way. But I’m ready to surrender. I’m tired and I need a miracle from up top to help me get through. I can’t do it on my own. Please help me, someone, anyone, whoever you are, hear my prayers, feel my tears, understand my pain. I need a miracle, it’s as simple as that.

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